Jul 22, 2011

Happy anniversary!

My Parents have their 11th anniversary today!<3
I love LOVE!...
Yea sorry for not blogging in few days.. I had a rough time.
Well I have nothing to tell..
I have done nothing special..
Sunday Is Going To Be Da Best Day Ever!!
I'll be with Tuulia! <333


Jul 17, 2011

yeayea! :)

Hey ya blog-dogs!
So. Again I'm going to be with Nina<3
And I guess we are going to hang out at schoolyard today.
It is fun to just hang out there and remember all the stupid things we did
when we were primary-school children :3
And I got a new friend today. :3
I'm calling him DragonHeart. (Don't ask why) 
:3 He's funny guy :3 
That is all I have to tell.
byebye bloggers, blog ya later!~

Jul 15, 2011

Thankzz Datafox~

I had a lot of fun with Datafox today~
First we met in Tesoma, then we went to his house.
He almost killed me with his bass :3 It was fun.
He poked my forehead and I said " I know I am stupid!  :3
He got gaught at my tights when he tryed to get mah diary :3 Lolcatz!
He still thinks that I am a bit wierd in a goodway I guess...
Then I walked home whe it rained and I looked awful whe I got back home but It was worth it all!~
Well I have like nothing to tell about.
Love ya Datafox mah darling!!~.~ <3333

Jul 14, 2011

I felt artistic..

Only half of me, you can see. I'm just  a ghost. Alone and lost 

Yo Yo! No no.. it is HELL YEAH! \,,/

Hey ya all!
My day.. I went to sleep at 05:02am and woke up at 08:05am..
So I am bit tired, and I can't eat anything cause it wont stay down.
I staid up so late 'cause I was talking with my friends about drugs.
Not in a bad way ofcuorse... just chatting...
Then I got really sad again and they cheered me up!
THANK YOU PAWI AND SMIKE!!~<3 I love you! ~<3
everyone who has been there for me when I've needed a friend. 
Big hugs and I preciate you all!~<3
I chatted really funny things with Jenny today.
Stuff like " I am a duck! No firetruck! No, now I know fireduck! 
 I went out with Nina today and she bought me and euroshopper energydrink
a.k.a. ES!!
I needed it <3
I'm happy 'cause I know that I will see Datafox tomorrow ! ~
I hope were going to have fun as always!
Btw. I don't usually use real names in my blog.
But they know that I mean them. <3
Blog ya guys laterrrrr!!!! <33

Jul 13, 2011

Video... Serious one.

Sorry about that volume change..

Jul 12, 2011

Poet.. I love poetry

Life hurts and scars that may be.
Do not give up.
Every scar tells its own story.
Do not let go.
Hey, honey, sweetie darling.
You too can get your happiness back.
You just have to let go of all the useless shit.
You honey, you're my life savior.
Please do not let me back anymore.
To the condition when only wished death.
I do not intend to disclose your relationship.

Monster = unloved

Would anyone love a monster girl?!
Maybe I should star believe that I am one of the monsters and outcast of this world...
This name calling is tearing me and my heart apart.
If someone thinks that I am worthless, soulles, evil and insensitive monster then
why all humans think so. MAKE YOU'R OWN OPINION!
Here is how I feel now..

Happy happy day.. or was it?

I had fun with NINA and ROSA today. :) We sat whole day in swings and
talked about everything r4nDoM . They are masters about talking fun things :). 
Well I son't have much to tell.
Oh.. and my mom went really upset about me being at the computer too late.
I went to sleep like 05:00 am.. and I don't blame her.
Well heres a great song for you to listen, Blog ya later, alligator. <3
Look at  those words. Love this song <33 
I am really huge fan of HIM!! <3 
But hey you gotta love them.~ <3

:) Enjoyy :)

Sorry about those lag parts :D


I can't sleep. I'm feeling so lonely and fragile. I feel so restless.
 I need someone beside me. I feel like I have thousands of spirits around me, ready to hurt or kil me.

Who's aura is this?

Here is first video blog :)

Jul 11, 2011


YO YO!!!
I had really fun with NINA today.
She asked me to be with her and we had lot of fun.
We just ran in the rain and we took lots of videos.
yea so I had fun.
This day was not so bad afterall. :)

Cya bloggers!!

Heavy rain, rain again. Silent rain, rain again.

Hey, Wazz up bloggers?!

So this day.
I woke up feeling this day is gonna be good. 
That im going to do something with friends and my older-brother goes to army.
Things went horribly wrong.
I needed to babysit my younger-brother+ my cousin.
I needed to keep them quaite so mom could sleep.
I've sitted whole day here with the computer and now it is raining again.
So I can't go out, and why shoul I?
My friends can't be with me. So what is the point? 
Yo blog ya later.

Jul 10, 2011

Lyrics vol.1

My soul is burning and heart is icecold.
This feeling makes me sick of home.
I pray from devils and angels for an awake.
This is the most pain I can take.
I want out, that is what you see.
But it is more complicated for me.
Pain and agony comes back to me.
I need to die, can't you see.
I wish this suffering is never your's.
I want to avoid all the calls.
Here all the towers are only falling.
And I still keep howling.
My love, let me out of this pain.
Before it makes me insane.
I need to tell this before i go.
I love you more than I can show.

So Yea


I just realized that I need to blog in english.
It works better for me.
But yea.
Now I'm super bored.
I have like nothing to do.
And here is super hot and my energy level is total 0..

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