Nov 30, 2011

True Rockstar (?)

What a wierd week...
I have not eated almost anything.
Have just practiced with the band and
working on our music video.
I'm still trying to make our band a whole.'
I'm not sure about should I let my friend
to be our singer.
It has been my dream but...
I'll let her.
She has a very good voice and I'll
do anything for the band.
Im not sure am I a guitarist or  a basist.
I have skills for both.
Guitar is more fun and exciting.
Bass is a bit easier and it sounds good.
So really complicated this whole band thing.
I'll figure it out soon enough.
 Yo, bloggers!!

Nov 23, 2011

Rocker life

I have been living a rocker life this week.
I have stayed up late, planning and doing my music video..
I have been late for school every single day this week.
I just  have to do things.
Today I need to go tot the music shop.
We need to buy new drums for Theresa,
and a pair of guitar strings.
I need then and she needs them :)
Our band is finnally progressing.
And I desided I'll be the basist.
I hope well start to get practicing soon.
We dont have the room yet.

We have almost planned everything in our A7X - SO FAR AWAY music video
We miss and love him much!
Best drummer in the world.
I'll link it here when we have it ready.
Theresa has been living with me for all this week.
We just need to get that music video ready soon before snow comes in.
Remember to comment!

Love you blog-dogs!! <3

Nov 16, 2011



Today I have been exactly a year together with my love.
Our first anniversary. I'm feeling exremely happy right now.
I just love her SOOOO MUCH!!! <3333
I can't never ever ever live without her.
She is mine, I am only hers. Forever and ever.
I know it sounds really korny..
But it is true. And I'm different I really DO mean it!
I can be with her forever. All the time she wants.
Today I'm going to be with her.
just with her.
She is amaizing.
Her beauty makes me cry instatly, constatly.

I hope and wish and know there is a loved one for everyone!
Little bit music for you guys! <3

Nov 9, 2011

Last week.


Few days, Then I have been in relationship over a year.
I love my girlfriend so much.
She is my darling, my love 4ever.
I cant live without her.
Emma I truly love you!


I had really fun last weekend.
I was with EMMA! <3
And we had a Halloween party on saturday.
(Pictures later!)
And  we eated choclate balls and we named them "monsters poop"
Plz Dont ask why :D
On sunday I was in the city with Emma and Theresa<3
Drinking Monster and ED ;D
We had fun with candies too! <3
Then I went to the movies with ,my "big sister" Anna :)
She is not my real sister just feels like it! :)
We saw movie called Contagius.
It was cool :) I recommed it to all of you!<3


Uhhhmm.. I dont remember allmost anything.
Theresa was at my place and we sang karaoke. It was fun :)
I just loce to be with her.
She is my "TWIN" ;D
I'm going to get happier now ;)

I was with Emma <3 and Theresa and Viivi-bonbon
We were laughing all the time :)
And  I was really tired cause I laughed two hours on a row everytime I saw yellow..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I dont see anything funny about that color but I was really tired that day..


I'm in school.
Here is so boring.
Even though I can be in internet.
So booring..
I wish school could be over already..
My love is coming to here in few hours.
We are not in same school..
And she is one year younger than me :) <3
She is sick today so im going to her place to cheer her up =3
and I cant live without her. <3I'll blog ya later, alligator! ~<33
Emzz I love you honey 4 ever! <33

Nov 2, 2011

What about me..?

Im getting really upset with my life..
I love everyone around me and all my friends MUCH!! <3
But still it feels like no one does really understand me...
Im sort of happy cause we won 3000e in lottory..
Now I get my videocam soon..
I wrote a suicide letter few days ago..
Im sure it is not real, just emotional breakdown for me..
Im not going to kill myself.
Reasons why not:

1.My dreams would be ruined.
- I want to be a rockstar
- have a band
- Meet Ville Valo <3
-Show to our school I AM SOMETHING!

2.My friends would hate me and get hurt.
- I dont want to hurt them, never!
- I love them and Im glad they are in my life.
- They love me.
-I cant do that to them...

Here's the main reasons...

I need to thank few of my friends!
Theresa~ Thank you that youre always with me when I need you! Darling!!! <33
Datafox~Thank you for talking sense to me. Love you too! <333
Roni~ Thank you for making me feel better..I need to know you more!! <33
Pawi~Thank you for being my bigbro!! <333
Mikko~ Thank you for being one of my best friends! <33