Apr 3, 2012

Long time, no posts. Got any reason?

Make over for my room.
hmm. I just needed to make my room look more like it is mine. cause  my older bro's stuff are still in here.. I just painted a new cd holder in here and putted some posterson the wall. Now i should just clean this HUGE MESS.

Tired as always. not an excuse.  
Well. All the time im just tired and I can't concentrate. That is why my school goes really bad. I had almost every grade they are D or even F.. AH NOT GOOD! I just can't help it I have totally lost it. I hope im not going to be in summer school of worse held back for a year.. oh my gosh.. that would be just horiible for me. The bullying has always been bad. What could happen if i have to be hold back for a year. the i would be the freak and the stupid one... oh.. I dont want that to happen.. but I can't help that my depression takes my energy. Just normal living takes all my juice.

My music taste keeps gettin bigger.
First it was all about HIM. Now I do even listen Lady GaGa. She is an personal artist and I give respect to her. "I'm on a right track baby I was born this way.."<3 Yea. It gives me strainght. cause i'm me and never anything else. My depression kicks me in the head again. It just knows how to hurt me the most. of course it is part of me now. I just hope it will cure someday. I don't want to sound negative. I'm not negative.
As u can see I'm forgettin the theme sop I sould write someother time and go to sleep now. Byebye sweeties! <3 

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