Well well, look who is back.
I have been thinking pretty crazy stuff lately.
Two of those I have done.
Belly ring and running away.
Yesterday I ran away from home.
I felt like i don't belong here and no one will miss me.
I was wrong.
_I made REALLY many worried sick._
I felt like that I'm only trouble.
I havent been in school for two weeks.
I can't wake up, I try but still nothing.
I'm always late.
I heard people talk that Im trouble.
Then I decided to go.
I cycled in Lamminpää, then jumped in a bus to go to central square.
Then I went to another bus and went to Pori.
its quite far from where I live.
I wanted to be in peace.
To find myself and the place I belong.
Now im in much more bigger trouble.
I think I might be in childcare-center for the rest of my youth.
Thats not life.
not life at all.
So FUCK FUCK FUCK!
I hate this. I can't do anything. goddammit.
Its not what is best for me. NO!
i can't decide.
I might not be uploading this in very long time...
Farewell for now my lovely friends and readers<3